i didn't create love, light, and black holes because i had it all figured out. i created it because i didn't.
for years i tried to play the game of "good vibes only." love-and-light spirituality told me to bypass my grief, my rage, my shadow. to keep it pretty, palatable, and instagram-approved. but every time life cracked me open, every time i was plunged into darkness, i realized something.
the light didn't live in spite of my darkness. it lived because of it.
when i got my first job writing in 2015, after burning down my career in fashion, i started signing off with "love, light, and infinite darkness." that eventually evolved into "love, light, and black holes" and has been on my lips, in my book, and spoken at the end of every live class since 2017.
love, light, and black holes exists because i believe your contradictions are your compass. your grief, your desire, your chaos, your shine, it all belongs. and when you learn to dance with it, you don't just survive, you expand.
this podcast and community is my rebellion against spiritual band-aids, avoidance of the dark, and bypassing. it's a space where the mess is sacred, the magic is real, and your contradictions are not flaws, they are your power.
love, light, and black holes is not just a name. it's a map. a manifesto. a mirror. a motto turned movement. it's how i live, how i teach, and how i invite you to step fully into your disco ball soul, fractured, brilliant, and infinitely whole.
i created this space because i needed it. "create what you seek" has been a beacon in my life, and this is coming straight from my soul to yours. i am so happy you're careening through the universe on this spinning rock with me.
when i discovered mine, my whole world changed. i created a free instant shadow report based on your birthday and astrology that tells you, with creepy accuracy, exactly what your deepest shadow is.
this report uses chiron, the wounded healer, to help you discover and work with the life-long shadow that has likely done the most damage and made you wonder "wtf is wrong with me?"
there's nothing wrong with you. stop guessing what your shadow is. stop giving your power away.
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these are the values that guide everything we do. how we lead, create, and rise as a community.
we don't play the game of light without shadow. to live fully, you must dance with both. we honor the messy, the magnificent, and everything in between.
you are multi-faceted, infinite, and unforgettable. every crack, every past life, every version of you adds to the shine. we help you see it and celebrate it.
we don't just talk about transformation, we live it. every offering, every word, every ritual is rooted in alignment, truth, and the audacity to practice what we preach.
no outsourcing your magic here. we own our choices, our healing, and our success, and we teach you to do the same. empowerment isn't a buzzword, it's a way of life.
no lone wolves. we rise together. this is a circle where every voice matters, every shadow is welcome, and every soul gets to come home to themselves, side by side.
we're not here for quick fixes or spiritual band-aids. this work ripples out through generations, through timelines, through everything you touch. this is your soul's legacy.
i'm morgan garza. author, entrepreneur, and cosmic truth-teller. but titles only scratch the surface of my multi-faceted soul. at my core, i'm a shadow-walker and soul-speaker who refuses to settle for surface-level spirituality.
until you stop being the victim, you're going to let your shadow ruin your life and call it fate. i've been there. blaming all my bs on everything and everyone but me. terrified to look at the monster trying to bang down the door. convincing myself i'm fine. focusing on everyone else to distract myself from me. avoiding trauma like the plague and saying "love and light" like it was going to cure me. looking to healers, astrologers, practitioners of every kind to heal me. i did it all until it did me in.
i'm not a therapist. i don't have a phd. i don't have it all figured out and i'm not going to pretend i do. what i have is a decade of doing this work on myself, in the dark, before anyone was watching. and a front row seat to what happens when people finally stop running from their shadows and turn around to face them. i'm the billboard. the proof of concept. the person who built the map because i spent years lost without one.
here's the short version of the long story. in 2008 i was 22 years old and survived a terrorist attack in mumbai. i came home with ptsd, survivor's guilt, and a version of myself i'd never met before, someone brave and primal and completely unrecognizable to the people-pleasing girl i thought i was. instead of getting to know her, i did what most of us do. i spiritualized it, called it my awakening, built a whole platform teaching healing while quietly avoiding my own, and felt like a complete imposter for a decade.
then the ten-year anniversary hit and the floor gave out. i collapsed to my knees sobbing and something cracked open that i'd been white-knuckling shut since mumbai. that was my real awakening. not the terrorist attack. the moment i finally stopped running from what it left inside me.
then life decided once wasn't enough. from 2022 to 2024 i buried four family members in eighteen months. i watched my dad die from pancreatic cancer on december 26th. my husband went to rehab. my body started keeping score while i was busy keeping it together. i was running a company on fumes and sheer stubbornness while quietly falling apart from the inside out.
in april 2026, i burned it all down, quit my full-time job, finished my book, and went all in on sharing shadow work from a place of light. and i came out the other side with shimmery skin and a framework. not because i'm special. because i finally learned to stop white-knuckling my darkness and start dancing with it instead. every single thing inside afterglow i lived for years before i ever taught it. this isn't a textbook. it's a map i made in the underworld.
since 2017, i've been building communities and have guided thousands of seekers through transformation back to their magic. helping people reclaim their stories, integrate their shadows, and step fully into their power is truly my passion in life. what started as a personal quest became a collective movement, and over the years my work has rippled out across the globe.
through my book, podcast, communities, events, and courses, i've created spaces where raw truth and radical magic collide. my approach? a disco ball soul philosophy: every crack, every facet, every past version of you adds to your shine.
i'm not here to be your guru. i'm here to be your mirror. to remind you that you are infinite, multidimensional, and more powerful than you've ever been told.
published by macmillan and st. martin's press in august 2020, this timeless and gorgeous book weaves together ancient spiritual practices, modern mysticism, and practical rituals to help you embody your power, trust your intuition, and awaken the wisdom of your soul.
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